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Oct. 20th, 2008

112...111.5 at four

MONDAY 
8 gummy bears.
handful of chex mix^140
starbucks drink^180
edamame^30
*380*
200 crunches.
i'm not hungry at all now.
i can do this.
i dont need food.
fast fast fast.
....90!@#@
at six..
soup^45
1/2 salad ^100...
corn...^100..
pudding^fuckk 200?
I CANT GIVE IN TO GETTING DINNER WITH PEOPLE
i'm seeing timothy wednesday.

Oct. 19th, 2008

113

a new parade is marching down the street.

sunglasses/high heels/pearl necklace/silver rings/tan skin/long hair/pearl earrings/ straight jeans/ back flats/ fitted shirts
90 pounds of grace.

its three forty three.
uncrustable grill cheese^140
two carmel vanilla rice cakes^100
cranberry juice^100...
coffee
*340*
at six.
edamame^40...
greenbeans &almonds^75
at eight
green tea
oatmea^150


*600*

at eleven. i fucked up.
chex mix^150.and starbucks doubleshots^140.
fuckk...*890*

Oct. 21st, 2007

(no subject)




he
will notice me more
if im thinner.
he will worry about me more
if im thinner.
he will think about me more 
if im thinner.
he will want me more
if im thinner.
everything will be better
if im thinner.

 

Oct. 20th, 2007

him.

Six months together,

 

 through the warm weather.

Nights of sitting in parking lots,
wishing we only had a cot.

Staying up all night,
god your eyes are so bright.

Touching my hand with your finger,
you told me i could never be a singer.

We wake up undressed,
from a sunrise to a sunset.

You never did anything wrong, 
lets smoke another bong.